So many of you may have wondered what has happened to this side of me. Well, here we go!!! Between 2016 and 2018, my life became completely absorbed with wrapping up school and music with a place of worship…as I do see myself as a spiritual person, religious…hmm….
In 2018, I was battling many things from failing health matters to betrayal of friends to emotional burnout in the spiritual realm. I silently finished school here in June 2019 to complete one of the toughest assignments of all
times...a comprehensive project of the last 5 years using me as the guinea pig. If you need a "calming" academia video material, you may view the school project here. But me, yes me, doing music from the heart and soul — not for everyone else. That involved many changes from music refocus, healthier eating habits, work changes, etc. In the retreat into myself, I discovered who I was and learning to love me by how the divine light created me. That self has been pushed down, manipulated, ripped apart, and drugged all over the universe it feels. Somewhere, there was to be a hope of rediscovering love, but most importantly, love for me — the love that draws boundaries, takes care of self, and respects my own being. In walking through the recovery of finding me, I’ve learned that for most of us, we only need a small glimpse of hope. Hope to belong, hope to be loved, hope to breathe again, hope to soar above the clouds. That’s where I am today, inviting you to join with me in the journey of hope....where everyone belongs! Stay tune for how you may join in this community of hope.